Sunday night I'm supposed to start misoprostol...I've taken that pill before. It's the same pill I took for my missed miscarriage, that also DIDN'T work. Just hearing the name of the medicine took me immediately back and opened up some old wounds. I realize now that I'm still not healed from our loss. I've been so focused on TTC and moving forward with my life I haven't really confronted my feelings.
Finally getting good news like today helps. Moving forward my only option is IUI, but at least I know that now. Unfortunately this last round of clomid doesn't look like it was successful. I only had two small follicles growing and no sign of any eggs. He thinks the medicine just isn't strong enough, so hopefully Gonal-F will work next month. He's still going to monitor me just in case.
The journey continues on Monday...