In that moment I realized just how much my life had changed over the past year. I was that young girl back in the day hoping, praying, and offering up anything I could think of to NOT be pregnant. I can't stop thinking about that girl and wondering if she's pregnant or not. If she's not, will she too experience infertility? I hope not, but I guess I'll never know.
I checked to see if any pregnancy tests were on sale or had any good coupons on the boxes. Before leaving the aisle I waved hello to my old friends Tampax, oh how I miss these ladies. My Doctor has assured me multiple times that I don't actually need a period to take Clomid or get pregnant. However there's something about getting a period that makes you feel like a woman, it's hard to explain, but I miss that feeling. Anyways...as I exited the aisle, too busy looking at the tampons, I almost ran into a man. I walked a few steps and looked back, he had already grabbed a box of condoms and was running towards the checkout. I told myself that was the last time I come to the pharmacy at 10 pm...way too many awkward moments!